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so, i have a woman here. a woman i really look up to. i adore her so much. she taught me many things, and she's the best supporter. nope, im not talking about my mom here (although she's one of my heros too).

she's my teacher. not from my school of course (because, well my school teachers are nice and supportive and stuff, but i'm sorry, sometimes they can be really lame, esp the female ones).

she's from my english course, my ex teacher actually... she's really loud, and always has big fun ideas. she gets excited so fast, and she's like never been sad in her life. well, her life is kinda dramatic actually.

i really really like her. well although sometimes she talks so loudly that makes people around us looking strangely, and yeah sometimes she doesnt fulfill her crazy ideas & promises...but i still like her anyway.

but this is the prob. these days..ive just realized that there's something weird. when she starts to walk and talk so loudly (like usual), some people around her always start seeing each other, and then like resist to laugh, or suddenly be as quiet as possible, and when she looks at their eyes, they look at somewhere else. but she never noticed, because well she's careless sometimes i admit.

it was Friday, i was sitting in front the administration desk, twittering while waiting for the other classmates, and then she came and greeted me, loudly. and i saw with my own eyes, the admin staffs start looking at each other, say nothing, and looking at us secretly. and when she left, i heard a man (he's some kind of office boy or cleaning service) said: "crazy." he laughed a little, and then the admin staffs started to giggle. i was like: "what was that???!"

i hate that office boy. he's not even nice. and he didnt even understand what my teacher talked about that time. whats your prob dude? i promise i wont be nice to him. ever.

well, still on that day, the lesson was finished. i went outta the class and waited for my driver. and then i saw her again. she was talking to someone, with a loud voice, and i was just sitting, smiling and waiting for her to greet me first. and then, i saw 2 girls, they looked at each other, i know thats because of her coming, they like smiled to each other for no reason. and 1 of them looked worry and then suddenly she said: "bye!" to her friend and went out. her friend looked worry too, she resisted to giggle, and just sat in front of the admin desk. then my teacher saw me and we talked again. and as usual, she talked so loudly. the girl looked at me, not just once, but many times, and she was like smiling to herself. i dont have any idea why.

maybe you think that i worry too much, or too dramatic or what, but if you were me, you would understand, you would notice!

now i still dont know what the hell is going on, maybe she's just too loud, or maybe her english is too fast and that makes the 2 girls feel nervous being around her? just guessing. because i know this woman, and there's nothing to hate about her.